April 15th 2011

Just finished listening to Tracy a while back. Can't help thinking that there has to be something about this entire topic of self improvement and subconscious mind that keeps me hooked. That somewhere inside of me I do have a deep yearning to really see myself for who I am ...to bring my true potential to the fore. I was pretty awed by Stu but just a while back I checked out his video in which apart from other langauges he spoke in Hindi as well and I was pretty surprised to note how funny his Hindi was, nothing like the kind I expected it to be. That just gave me more hope, told me that I really can master five or more languages and create a name for myself. But first of course I must learn to learn for the joy of it.Everything else comes later! Stu inspires me in some way nevertheless and so does this guy whose profile I had a cursory glance at a few moments ago. He learnt dance at Broadway and became pretty renowned via dance india dance. I think the best thing in it all is that he chose to follow his talent, his passion. I have often wondered...what is it that drives me on, that I like to do and via which I too could benefit myself , the world at large and become renowned as well. At the same time I 'must' add that I realize there are no shortcuts and no corner cutting could take me to the level I wanna be at. Only focus, discipline, dedication , persistence and an undying faith. 10 things I would like to achieve in a years timeframe ( i thought of writing this coz my b'day is almost here and it'd probably give me a renewed sense of vigour to strive for my goals this time. Besides I do feel I've grown and changed in some ways and one mustn't give up trying!) *Graduate *Psychology MA * Get through JNU german for that'll tell me a lot about my caliber *Write my book * My Inspiritational/Motivational website * Read 200 books * Finish Collins German Dictionary and 1000 Russian words! * Exercise and meditate everyday * Do 50 random things ( like going for a play or out of delhi or exhibition) * Learn 50 recipes. * Earn 10,000 via writing.